Teckie4lyfe (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} teckie4lyfe) wrote,@ 2008-03-18 09:44:00 |
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Lindsay Loo
For those of you who don't already know...
Lindsay is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She's courageous and caring, hard working and intelligent. She lights up every room she walks into...even if she IS blushing b/c she doesn't like attention. She doesn't often realize that most people adore her...because she's incredibly modest....and that's just adorable. She's is the true embodiment of "Speak softly and carry a big stick". She has dreams that she's working towards, and nothing can throw her off track from that...which is quite admirable.
She'll do just about anything if it'll make me smile....even allow the song that we dance to at the wedding to be country...although she claims to despise that music. :) She's even agreed to take a couple dance classes with me so we don't look like 7th graders at a 6pm-8pm junior high dance. LOL
When some people get excited, they jump around a lot or get loud. Lindsay gets even more quiet...doesn't say anything and nods her head in agreement to whatever it is you're talking about. Her eyes dart about and her lips tighten to try to keep the big grin off her face. Her movements become very sharp and staccato…which kind of reminds me of a squirrel now that I think about it.
Lindsay is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She's courageous and caring, hard working and intelligent. She lights up every room she walks into...even if she IS blushing b/c she doesn't like attention. She doesn't often realize that most people adore her...because she's incredibly modest....and that's just adorable. She's is the true embodiment of "Speak softly and carry a big stick". She has dreams that she's working towards, and nothing can throw her off track from that...which is quite admirable.
She'll do just about anything if it'll make me smile....even allow the song that we dance to at the wedding to be country...although she claims to despise that music. :) She's even agreed to take a couple dance classes with me so we don't look like 7th graders at a 6pm-8pm junior high dance. LOL
When some people get excited, they jump around a lot or get loud. Lindsay gets even more quiet...doesn't say anything and nods her head in agreement to whatever it is you're talking about. Her eyes dart about and her lips tighten to try to keep the big grin off her face. Her movements become very sharp and staccato…which kind of reminds me of a squirrel now that I think about it.
She makes me laugh without trying very hard at all. She warms my heart and lifts my spirits. Even when we fight I take comfort in knowing that in the end, it will be alright. And we’ll both cry and say we’re sorry for hurting each other. Neither of us thinks that we’re good enough for the other, and we each think that we’re the lucky one for having the other at all. I’m still kind of in disbelief that she even said she’d marry me.
Sometimes when you’re young, you think that either asking someone, or saying yes to someone about marrying them is the weirdest idea ever. Being tied to just one person for the rest of your life? By choice? Not ever making a decision that only effects yourself, but instead effects someone else and their feelings too? It’s insane!
…true. It is insane….and what’s more insane is being completely and totally excited about the idea. It sends FLOCKS of butterflies through your stomach and makes your head spin. And all with a smile. And a feeling in your chest that could only be your heart growing…making room for the other person. And it will never be the same again. I can never imagine a morning when I wake up and Lindsay’s not there. Or a night where we go to bed without seeing or speaking to each other. I am COMPLETELY ok with the idea that whatever I do effects her, and that I have to think about that before I do something. That doesn’t mean we don’t have our own independence, it just means that I’m not just living for ME anymore. And that’s ok. It’s more than ok, it’s amazing. It almost gives me MORE meaning.
I can’t wait to have our wedding.
I can’t wait to have our house.
I can’t wait to have our kids.
I can’t wait to live our lives.
I love you Lindsay Loo.
xoxo
